Being brave, Bloganuary Day 2, 2023

How are you brave?

The dictionary meaning of brave as found online:


  1. ready to face and endure danger or pain; showing courage.”a brave soldier


  1. endure or face (unpleasant conditions or behavior) without showing fear.”we had to brave the full heat of the sun”

When I did Bloganuary last year, I remember some of the prompts and I felt they were too personal. So this is one prompt that is going to make me rip my bandage off. I do a personal blog and I do feel I have to share this.

I was in my mid twenties when I knew my kid was not normal. So even before the diagnosis was official, I remember spending many nights crying about what the future was going to be. Looking back, I would say I was really brave to undergone the multiple doctor visits, and the final diagnosis. Okay, Dunkin Donuts coffee helped through that process I would have to say. I never drank coffee much before that but I became a coffee addict in the process. (Just an extra cup a day).

So getting an autism diagnosis looked like an easy thing when compared to my son’s teenage years. That is when he was diagnosed with PANDAS. He was suspended from the public school system. He developed serious behavior issues and was harming others and self. He stayed at home for six months when we were trying to figure out a private school that can help him and a proper medication that can control his behaviors. That time I had a little one who was in kindergarden and my husband was changing jobs. We had teachers and therapists coming home and teaching him while I handled packing my stuff to move out of the city and had to put our house on sale. This was in my mid thirties and we eventually smooth sailed out of it. I would say I was brave enough to handle that situation. Okay, this was the age I truly was lost and found God and Guru. My faith helped me and I bravely handled the situation.

So what happened in my mid forties? This was five years ago when we were told his regular day program had put him on a waitlist and that after his 21 years of being in school, he has to be at home. Okay, compared to the last two situations this was one easy. My son’s case worked found me a job in a non traditional day program and I have been using their services for my son and also finding that I love the job I do. I could have cried my way out and gone nuts. But I did not. I was brave and I found all the alternate options available. I have been so actively involved with my son around the community and now we are well known. The pizza shop owner at the mall, the lifeguards at the pool, the front desk clerk at the rec center are few of the people we have become friends with. When I hear a voice, ” Hi Ani” , being called out in Walmart or at a park, I really feel thrilled.

Now it is up to you my readers to let me know if I am still brave? I think I am. Oh by the way today morning I cleaned up my younger teenager’s room, sorted his laundry and I did great. I think I deserve a bravery award for that too. After a ten day of Christmas break that was a room looked like it was hit by a tornado.

18 responses to “Being brave, Bloganuary Day 2, 2023”

  1. You are really brave 🙂

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  2. You are very brave and in addition to being a special mom, you are also a super mom! More power to you! ❤ 🙂

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  3. Hi Uma, yes, you are very brave because you looked at each obstacle you faced and after being upset and worrying, you found a solution and saw that you were able to face a hard problem and find ways to deal with it in a positive way. It is hard enough to raise children but you did that all while having to pack and move and still get Ani and Mahesh to all their doctor appointments. Now you take Ani all over where you live and do all sorts of fun activities. Now Ani is a part of the community and that is all because you were brave and kept trying till it became easier and easier. I live next door so I see, mostly in the warmer months you outside with Ani doing tie-dye plus Ani can cook!! I am very in awe of all you do.

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    1. Thank you for your kind words!


  4. I think you are very brave!

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  5. Very brave indeed – especially with the vulnerability to share these tough times and how you handled them. Beautiful!

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    1. Thank you! ❤️ Penning down showed me how easy life is now. The storm has passed and I have got the acceptance of reality and how to deal with situations.

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  6. You are extremely brave. You both are!!

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  7. You are brave daily. It is not easy facing and assisting a child with a disorder, and autism is tough. Thank you for sharing.

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  8. Oh absolutely. Can’t think of anyone else braver. you are truly an inspiration.

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  9. Yes, you are! You have courage and conviction too.

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