Special Mom’s blog

I am really scared about my instincts and that too my negative instincts! My negative instincts about my kids really come true, therefore I have started not to think about it!

Anyhow today morning, I had to leave my special one alone so I can take a quick shower. There were leftovers from yesterday (we keep ordering more than we want at restaurants), and I knew he would eat them being a binge eater! The second I move away, he tries to attack the leftovers! It was really hard to even have a peaceful shower as my instincts were working overtime!

I came down slowly after dressing up and was surprised nothing was touched! My instincts failed. That is when I realized my younger one had put the leftovers in his room mini fridge! He knows about his brother and survival of the fittest was what he grew up with!

I really do not want these instincts good or bad! I just want to be plain human who takes precautions and enjoys life as it comes!

Anyhow I am not an investigator like my favorite TV Characters Booth of Bones and Gibbs of NCIS! I do not catch serial killers or stop terrorists! I am a normal person trying to run a normal household and I am happy to be a normal person 😊!